There's something about the way certain words, art, and music enraptured me. There's something about the past I keep searching for but I can't quite grasp, and sometimes I write it down, so I can remember. I started this when I was 16 with that purpose. I’ve grown since then, and I’m still learning about the world now. Through all that, there's something about you I'm always going to love. You're not here anymore and I'm still living. I take a piece of you with me wherever I go, even as the years pass by.
12.07.11 J.N. I am not certain about a lot of things, but I have always been certain of my love for you.
God. Imagine being like “I wanna marry you” to your SO of 6 years and they say “I don’t wanna marry you” and then the entire world is like “THEY’RE MARRIED” And you have to suffer day in and out with that rumor and you have to put an end to it even though it’s probably what you really really want to happen.
the way that “you’re losing me” starts off slow and composed and oh im just sitting here thinking but as it progresses it gets more hysterical and desperate and all over the place and she’s going from trying to prove she’s worth it and the best thing at the party to empathizing with him “i wouldn’t marry me either” to try and convince him to fight and to do something and then the slow realization in the end as the song calms down again that he’s made a decision and that’s just it
climbing the mountain alone vs climbing it with someone you love and them leaving. literally stood on the cliffside screaming give me a reason. your faithless love’s the only hoax I believe in.
